Painful Nostalgia of my First Crush

It just occurred to me that I'm in a series of giving into the inability to let go of the past. Why? I have met the mother of the girl who I once liked that much but then, I was merely very young when I had fought with some guy for her. What really bothers me is that after seeing her pictures lately, it's hard to fall for her again ever since I have ran across such lovely women compared to her. I personally have even stopped listening to Beethoven's Appassionata. On the other hand, I have met the other girl who I could end up marrying but I didn't bother to talk to that person because my relationship with a friend of mine was nearly ruined over that love triangle.

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