Well I remembered some words my ex-girlfriend to who I am still friends with used to tell me that I was pretty much stuck in the past whenever she got bored of listening to me about my first crush before I had my short relationship with her. How can I say that? Well here's what I was encountering...
Perhaps my greatest stuck in the past was between me and my best friend turned worst enemy. Really, it's been more than a decade since I started to dislike him to hating him because of a love triangle. So maybe that wasn't just it but also because he was very, very arrogant and worse he targets rich girls. Then again, I could not say I truly loved my first crush because I figured out I loved her for the money. It wasn't like my ex-girlfriend I had real feelings for her but me and her were just not compatible for marriage. To be honest while he is now engaged to a Korean girl, I hallucinate he's engaged to my fist crush which is a lethal delusion.
There is just the side of me that tends to act like Scorpion- seeking revenge and getting manipulated by darker forces who take advantage of my desire for revenge. That is, there is just the part of me that wants to perform a fatality on everyone that wronged me. Then again part of my lethal delusions is living in the world of Mortal Kombat!
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