Not ever since my so-called first crush got married, I thought about my real first crush. So she's been choosy with suitors or I don't know why. I was thinking about what if I could be the guy for her. Now for my thoughts on what she is now. In fact, things aren't always the same from childhood to adulthood. I just had a thought I was always afraid to admit to myself I liked her.
Well pretty much, her lifestyle can go from moderate to expensive depending on quality which I think I can adjust to if we were dating. She doesn't have a materialistic mindset compared to most of the girls I've been meeting. I hope I'm not wrong about it.
Then again, I fear I'm being too shallow.