My Real First Crush and the Present

Not ever since my so-called first crush got married, I thought about my real first crush.  So she's been choosy with suitors or I don't know why.  I was thinking about what if I could be the guy for her.  Now for my thoughts on what she is now.  In fact, things aren't always the same from childhood to adulthood.  I just had a thought I was always afraid to admit to myself I liked her.

Well pretty much, her lifestyle can go from moderate to expensive depending on quality which I think I can adjust to if we were dating.  She doesn't have a materialistic mindset compared to most of the girls I've been meeting.  I hope I'm not wrong about it.

Then again, I fear I'm being too shallow.