Realization to Realization About My First Crush...


Well I was now thinking as my first crush is now engaged to an American, my thoughts have recurred it was all but being too young and two... I was merely after her for money that her family had.  Well she wasn't an only daughter or anything, it was more an alliance I was trying to get some money.


I'll just have to be honest with myself that I was more or less attracted to some Spanish girl and not my first crush all the more.  But some stupid traditions forbade any attractions like that so I was inclined to go after my first crush.  Which was really something, I was lying to myself all along and now I'm glad she's getting married to her American fiance.  Meanwhile, it pains me to think I have become too picky. =(

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