So My Real First Crush Turned 30 and Still Single?

I was thinking about my real first crush was probably not the kind of girl you find all the time- pretty, smart, sexy... a real life Mary Sue?  I dunno. I was thinking maybe most guys don't have my preferences of geeky smart girls (like my crush in the past who resembles Sayuri Uchida) and may prefer the empty headed ones (bad choice, bad choice...) which leads to bad choices.  With her love for books and everything, I guess most guys can't stand her.  On the other hand, I was wondering if I am really the one for her. =P