So yeah, I would really want to expand on that mistaking one person for another. So I'll probably elaborate some stuff that happened here and there. What was happening to me was that I was in "despair" for some girl I thought would please my family and so, however I was also wanting to get even. Then I just thought about my real first crush...
So pretty much while I was longing for who turned out to be not the one I truly longed for, I was already driven back at the thought of meeting my first crush again . So I was disappointed I didn't run into her as expected and I wanted to contact her. Actually she started to be cold to me at first but she started to warm up eventually. But one thing was certain, I was really longing for her but wasn't open about it. I could remember my "frenemy relationship" with her as kids. So pretty much I was also dating my ex-girlfriend while chasing a girl who looks like Bea Saw in between that. After I ended my relationship with my ex-girlfriend with whom I am still friends with, I soon started seeing myself falling for my first crush again.
While I was searching for my first crush in-between after my supposed fiance and me just can't get along, I was starting to wish I could see her again. However part of my College life wad me meeting that Pamela anderson lookalike. At first I believed she was my first crush but no, she was really smoking hot and she looked like a pre-cosmetic surgery Pamela Anderson. I mistook her for the former which was kind of weird. XD
So pretty much while I was longing for who turned out to be not the one I truly longed for, I was already driven back at the thought of meeting my first crush again . So I was disappointed I didn't run into her as expected and I wanted to contact her. Actually she started to be cold to me at first but she started to warm up eventually. But one thing was certain, I was really longing for her but wasn't open about it. I could remember my "frenemy relationship" with her as kids. So pretty much I was also dating my ex-girlfriend while chasing a girl who looks like Bea Saw in between that. After I ended my relationship with my ex-girlfriend with whom I am still friends with, I soon started seeing myself falling for my first crush again.
While I was searching for my first crush in-between after my supposed fiance and me just can't get along, I was starting to wish I could see her again. However part of my College life wad me meeting that Pamela anderson lookalike. At first I believed she was my first crush but no, she was really smoking hot and she looked like a pre-cosmetic surgery Pamela Anderson. I mistook her for the former which was kind of weird. XD
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