If there was some girl I really got so crazy about (as a teenager) was not my ex-girlfriend but some girl I thought was so hot when she was not. I could start to write about it to maybe, at least, let go of some steam because my ex-girlfriend reminded me I am free to find another. In my case, I even wonder if I truly loved my painful teenage courtship or not. But here goes... which I would admit she was two years my junior and I really was enamored with her. I thought she was really pretty (then again, it's relative) but it was a result of underexposure. Right now, I can't even bear to look at her or to even entertain her. Everything that happened wasn't so easy. What I can recall was that she was known for her brains. Boys wanted her because there weren't many choices. I painfully wanted her for selfish reasons. I fell in love with her at... first slap. I considered her a challenge to get because she was one of the top students in school. Perhaps I was attracted to ...
Some of my random thoughts from a hyperactive mind!