Sean Akizuki's Personal Blog

  I was thinking about that another dream I had was marrying THAT material girl. I always felt I had an on/off infatuation with her. Watching Vincenzo made me think how Jeon Yeo Bin looks somewhat like her. I really had a fixation with her for some strange reason. Then I realized that I could've been NCOVed by a material girl . We both came from a middle-class non-elite school yet she had her material girl tendencies. She had very expensive taste and it made me think, "OH NO! THERE GOES MY MONEY!" Then I had a weird dream that we got married for real and it happened when we met back in college. So I did dream we got married. The wedding couldn't just take place with the savings I planned. The big issue was I wanted to use a fancy-looking Toyota but she insisted on a brand-new Mercedes Benz. The wedding ring had to be that expensive. I couldn't think about the discomfort I had with an Armani suit (which I wouldn't dare buy) and wearing rather expensive leather ...

 I was thinking about a couple of stuff that hit me back in college. My third-year college to fourth-year (though it was really my fourth year and fifth year) college was me racing against time to finish school on time. Research papers, there are some things to do to pass the semester, and summer school (again) so I could graduate on time. One of the many issues that entered my head was marriage. Well, I was thinking about a weird dream that hit my head hard. I still had an ongoing grudge against a really ugly bitch, I still felt the urge to have my "revenge" on a girl who looks like Shin Hye Sun or Sayuri Uchida (even after my mom didn't want her), I had an on/off fling with a really hot woman who looks like Pamela Anderson, and there was this Crystal Liu-lookalike. I felt that her being smart, sophisticated, and pretty even if she's not Chinese can defy the norms of old-fashioned folks I've defied in one way or another.  I remembered the weird dream I was marryi...

  I could remember a weird time I had a college on/off fling, a Pinay girl with Chinese features (but wasn't Chinese), who kind of resembled Crystal Liu. She's a rather sophisticated attractive woman, a dean's lister, an accounting student, and that's what made her quite intimidating in an indirect way. I took a two-year computer course and became an irregular student in business administration. We met at two different ages - she was 17 years old, a fresh high school graduate, and I was 20 years old irregular third-year business administration student. I had to take several summer classes to finish the course in three years. Being an adult in love with a teenager (nearing being an adult) though wasn't a problem. She was turning 18 years old and I was turning 21 years old by the following year.  There were a couple of college love interests along with her. One was a woman who looks like Jeon Yeo Bin (and she was a very materialistic woman), another was a woman who lo...