Sean Akizuki's Personal Blog

Considering the fact that finances can be difficult plus I can become very miserly, perhaps I should start considering about doing some budget plans before my problems blossom into monsters.  So what's the big deal?  Anyway, I do hope that I could turn the tide anytime soon.  I just need patience- one virtue that's becoming overlooked in a hi-tech world without realizing that it was patience that made the best computers.

It's been hooking me for some time, not ever since some girl I was interested in had turned me down.  Actually, she has done worse.  I just kind of thought about it that if it's not meant to be then there could be a good reason behind it.  So I did run into her and well, she's still playing her usual material girl.  Oh not good.  Have to keep away from her, even in my mind.  Anyway, it's really goodbye.  On the other hand, I really regret losing that pure jasmine flower when I was chasing after that material girl.

You'd be lucky to see her.  Hee hee.  Anyway, here's Emma Roberts in all all natural appearance of having less make-up and no blond hair this time.  Really hot. Her hair color reminds me of Amy that girl I'm trying to establish a long distance relationship with.

Here's some of the things that one may consider on choosing a Caucasian partner.  Here are they: 1.) Most European women are far more approachable than most American women.  It's been easier for Oriental males to get European women than American women.  American women tend to be more unfriendly.  Sad but true. 2.) Most American women are overweight.  Sad but true.  In Europe, most of their diet is far healthier than America.  Compare Sbarro an American-Italian fusion to a real Italian restaurant. 3.) Most European women are usually dressed more classy than American women.  They have no scarcity or excess in grooming.  American women can groom themselves either in scarcity or in excess. 4.) Most European women are intellectual compared to most American women.  Hmmm... just notice the movies.  In turn, European women have more interests.  Thinking of it, it may be the reason why Jonathan Patrick Foo's parents landed on ea...

I honestly have had my thoughts of chatting with her but not actually seeing her.  It kind of hurts.  So I pretty gave it a thought about it that I do miss her.  Hmmm... and she misses the city we met.  However we were not lovers back then.  If I'm to talk, it's all about missing her.  Sad.  I honestly feel like as if she's in Arkham Asylum or well... let my imagination fly.  Serious?  Maybe.  It seems to be.  I kind of thought that I seriously and seriously, I wish we can see each other and perhaps I wish I could treat her out.   Anyway I also thought about it that she has Bea Saw's type of behavior and naive nature too so looks like her villainous beauty hides the naive nature of a silly girl.

Hmmm.... things change don't they?  Hee hee.  So I've got to admit that after seeing her face again, I can't find myself even a bit admiring her.  But I have to admit, it was a crush, not real affection.  I don't know.  Really.  I guess I'm glad she's got somebody else.  However, I do admit that maybe perhaps once in my life, I was not lured away by appearances.  But now, I feel bad about what happened. Perhaps what caused me to slowly get drifted away by beauty was watching a few episodes of Baywatch and seeing a younger Pamela Anderson or... Was it when I watched MMPR... perhaps. Then again, I remembered my crush on a Spanish girl who resembled Jayme Betcher that I denied for too long because of racism I implanted on myself.:-( Somehow, and I believe it's for the best to let go of my first crush.

Just thinking of that kind of Pamela Anderson look alike I've just mentioned, she was just too hot to handle.  Yeah.  I just couldn't get a hold of her.  The first time I saw her, I was pretty hesitant to even talk to her and could only admire such beauty at a distance.  Hmmm... took me some time before I got into a conversation with her as I never thought I could see such a woman.  But compared to Pamela Anderson, she is a true appreciator of natural beauty and isn't a PETA freak.  She is also a plant lover herself. I just couldn't have enough of that smile... just enough to balance my aloof personality. I really have to admit she had a pretty face and a great figure... But I've got to admit that there's really the possibility of unnatural tensions between me and her.  Hee hee. I'll just use the nickname Amy to represent her.