Sean Akizuki's Personal Blog

So yeah, I would really want to expand on that mistaking one person for another.  So I'll probably elaborate some stuff that happened here and there.  What was happening to me was that I was in "despair" for some girl I thought would please my family and so, however I was also wanting to get even.  Then I just thought about my real first crush... So pretty much while I was longing for who turned out to be not the one I truly longed for, I was already driven back at the thought of meeting my first crush again .  So I was disappointed I didn't run into her as expected and I wanted to contact her.  Actually she started to be cold to me at first but she started to warm up eventually.  But one thing was certain, I was really longing for her but wasn't open about it.  I could remember my "frenemy relationship" with her as kids.  So pretty much I was also dating my ex-girlfriend while chasing a girl who looks like Bea Saw in between that.  After ...

There's no doubt that many Filipinos are so stuck in the word spelled above in all capital letters, "LOAN".  And why is that?  No doubt the Philippines is filled with so much of the poor budgeting habits.  I have noticed how many Pinoys tend to spend left and right, do reckless stuff like gambling (and mind you most people lose more than they gain) or you could think about why the Philippines is so full of poor budgeting habits and here's what's going on and this includes the government! 1.) Wastefulness as a tradition I would admit that wastefulness has become a way of life among many Pinoys.  I have noticed how it becomes, every pay day is another day to slack.  I could remember how a manservant has knocked himself out on payday and ended up losing all the money he worked to earn for two weeks in just one night's setting. I can also remember how when payday comes, all they talk about is "getting together" rather than save the money first becau...

Getting a lawyer is no walk in the park.  I just had my thought when getting a lawyer especially for business matters, it's very important to keep an eye for bad lawyers.  Here's some marks you might want to watch out for... Accepts invalid cases.  A good lawyer as far as I'm concerned discourages their clients from suing as much as possible to avoid incurring expenses except in cases that threaten one's welfare and livelihood.  I remembered how some people actually threatened to sue a teacher of ours because she justly won't give a special exam for an UNEXCUSED absence. Being habitually late.  This is the Little Miss Late habit.  A good lawyer shows up on time or a little bit before the time, gets everything prepared and ready. But this lawyer is habitually late and could be linked to bad habits like staying up late doing nonsense like getting drunk, partying all night and gambling.  This can also be linked to procrastination which gets a w...

Well this all goes back to Skull's crush on Kimberly in MMPR which went from the zone of funny to being plain disturbing and creepy.  I did remember how Skull wanted Kimberly's affections though she never did return it to him since she was later hooked with Tommy until that stupid Dear John letter. In Power Rangers Samurai, Spike had a crush on the Pink Samurai Ranger (and later Mia) though I don't think he is aware of it that Mia is actually the same person with the Pink Samurai Ranger.  Just my thought, to make it a little bit more nostalgic, I thought of what if Spike went to Japan and later ran into Mako instead.  Actually Mia could be older than Spike as well. I just thought it would be more nostalgic to the Skull/Kimberly attraction in MMPR if Spike were attracted to Mako Shiraishi instead of Mia despite the fact the latter could actually be 10 years older than Spike, Spike is 14 and Mako is most likely 24.  So it's like Kou's crush on Lin (Kou was 9, L...

Looking again at the fact that my first crush was somebody else and I was afraid to even admit it to myself, let's just face it.  Everything about that "first crush" issue was that, I was in love with somebody else.  So pretty much, I spent much useless energy over nothing.  Also, if it was really true love, I would have not been shocked at her rather unattractive appearance and would have just accepted it. So I'm as always, fickle.  Besides what right do I have to complain about some bad women if I were just as bad myself? Meanwhile, I was pretty shocked to find out that my first crush is still status "single".  Hmmm is she Miss Right?  I just can't assume at all.  And also... Same goes for material girls I've landed on for twice or more than twice.  One was a really mean bitch witch and the other was well, too trendy for my taste.  I thought trendy girls aren't going to be my type.  I'm not the type to overspend.  One of my...

So I discovered I was lying to myself about my so-called "first crush" who I thought I was downright in love with.  Now I really had to think about my first crush and hobbies we were involved as kids.  One she was an Anime fan but never an otaku, she was pretty much a bookworm like I am, I also had my thoughts she was sort of my ideal woman- beauty, brains and character though girls like Bea Saw who are geeky, average beauty, overly smart (and my first crush is not all that smart) and slim build are more of my type.  As time passed, I thought I forgot about her nor did I have any ill feelings compared to my so-called first crush. As far as I remember she is the studious type.  Time came when I thought I forgot about her pursuing other conquests (and that Bea Saw lookalike was my favorite target) and later dated my ex-girlfriend who looks like Mika Katsumura for a short time which had to end because I was only getting even with my so-called first crush.  Just...

I did some self-searching only to find myself in some rather awkward situation.  So guess what?  I really would need to admit the girl I once thought was my "one true love" and whatever way back as some stupid kid, wasn't the one.  So it was more of "have to look for this and that" pressure that led to the encounter and as far as concerned, I was pained to think that I was lying to myself all these years.  In fact, I would hate to admit it having rigid, super traditional relatives is never an easy thing for me.  In fact, my so-called first crush wasn't my first crush at all. Well I would admit that soon, I didn't see her but was starting to long for her and I'd say I haven't seen her for some time but later, I saw her again.  It was pretty simply like this- she really grew up to be real hot in fact she had some resemblance to the actress Rin Takanashi. I did remember seeing her in Starbucks and of course, we did have some long chat.  Hmmm and...