Sean Akizuki's Personal Blog

I always thought about marriage and should I still look for a Chinese wife or should I seek to intermarry?  To be honest, I find all the Chinese traditions stupid, that Chinese aesthetics can just be enjoyed by anybody.  I always thought about it that a lot of Chinese-to-Chinese marriages aren't working while other intermarriages aren't working.  And I would have to admit that all my flings were usually a result of the stupid "programming" that only Chinese to Chinese never mind compatibility. When it came to my ex-girlfriend, we both shared the same surnames in Chinese so it wasn't allowed while in older Chinese customs, first cousins may marry back then IF they don't have the surnames.  It was something both me and her shared the same surname so my relatives didn't like the idea either because of some stupid belief.  In my case, we both moved on because of incompatibility reasons and her being married (her hubby is not Chinese) now is proof she's...

So it was some time after I broke up with my ex-girlfriend and things were settled down.  Me and her had mutually agreed not to rekindle anything, we have to move on.  It didn't mean she wasn't around to provide advice or to at least, help me.  She loved me as a friend, and we will always be friends no matter what.  And she right now might be wishing with her husband that I find the right girl for me.  Even when she rejected me before we dated, she always said, "There's always other girls Sean, why me?" What happened was simple.  I met my ex-girlfriend again, we were friends again.  She moved on from the wound her heart was in.  We almost rekindled the same passion but... we just moved on because we had to move on.  In fact, she was even more than ready to encourage me.  She didn't taunt me when I saw my so-called first crush again, she merely said, "Well that was only puppy love.  Because if you loved her, you would have embrace...

Reevaluating myself... why did I really like her back in High School?  The real issue was that I was planning to use her as one of my "trophies" and... to well get even with my so-called first crush.  I wanted a Chinese wife to make sure that my standing will improve.  Again, it was also part of a monetary scam that if I marry into her family, I can slowly dig out their wealth.  What really happened was that it was a relationship of convenience but fortunately, it didn't become a marriage of convenience.  I can't imagine being married for the sake of convenience.  At the same time, I wanted her because I wanted revenge on the "campus queen" at the same time. In a way the relationship was similar to Gai and Kaori in Jetman but it had some negative sides to it.  In a way, she would have started to bring out the "better me" and the start of end of it was for the better.  It was a balancing force.  At first, it was a frustrating courtship bec...

Still aging gracefully as usual... 

At first, I thought of finding some uncharted island for Failipino activists to create their own separate state.  Instead, I had the fun of thinking what if Babuyan Island or the islands above can be their separate state.  So what's a Failipino?  They are the population of bad Pinoys who have that misguided sense of nationalism, they usually hate foreigners and they think they are the greatest race on Earth.  They believe that they are more capable than the already incompetent politicians or two, they are already thinking that the Philippines should only be for Pinoys, not for other ethnic groups.  So I guess the Babuyan Islands should be their possible place for a nation OR just one of the islands.  Either way, it might actually "solve" the leftist problem. I started to think of the whole problem of Pinoy ahem Failipino leftists.  Not every Pinoy is a Failipino, some are decent minded and open-minded ones.  On the other hand, I started to thin...

President Nobita reads the letter from Santa Claus President Nobita after declaring persona non-grata on Santa Claus got a letter along with a truck full of coal.  It was a reminder to him he was always naughty.  Santa Claus wrote the letter translated by a Filipino elf.  For the sake of non-Tagalog speakers, the letter was translated into English.  It said: Dear President Nobita, I offer you no apologies because you were always a naughty boy and until now, you still are so this time I leave you a truck full of coal to remind you to straighten up your act.  I cannot help but not ignore the pleas of every Filipino who wants a transparent government so I gave them copies of my naughty and nice list.  Your administration has always been lousy.  True Gloria Abobo was also in the naughty list during her administration but this year, she has made it to the nice list.  She has accidentally exposed you for the naughty boy you really are.  You ...

I had my thoughts on my ex-girlfriend's engagement and congratulating her for her upcoming marriage, I remembered my difficult courtship only to split up with her... everything.  And I thought of some troubles that were avoided by breaking up with her.  So what was it?  I escaped having parents-in-law who would suck out my cash.  A dad who operates a sleaze club, a mom who's overly game... hmmmm... I had to figure out I should have given up on her much earlier. I have to admit she dated me perhaps out of sympathy and convenience.  She knew I was having trouble with the "campus queen" or "Lady Deathstrike", she wasn't even accepted by her suitor's mom.  I guess it was all but sympathy and convenience.  I guess she didn't love me either.  Maybe she felt like she always needed a man (not good) and it became a relationship of convenience.  It could have become a marriage of convenience that would land into a disaster.  If we got married, ...